details.

For better or for worse, there are several, little, inconsequential things about myself that I’m certain will probably never change. Like how whenever any Counting Crows song comes on the radio, I will blast it far too loud. Or how the longest I can keep my room clean is about a week, if that. Or how I love brushing my teeth in the shower. Or how I am bound to mess up at least one step when baking anything. It’s nothing at all noteworthy, but I find comfort in the sameness. In the fact that, in this world where anything can change at any moment, some of my little details stay the same.

There are some little things, though, that I hope will change eventually. Like the nauseous feeling I get whenever I drive past the Bronco park. Or how I skip past all the backseat goodbye songs when my iTunes is on random. Or how I feel completely lame whenever purchasing anything from American Eagle anymore. Yes, this is me. At least, it’s a part of me. But is it a part that’s here to stay?

Anyways. I think I’ll do us both a favor and try to back up a bit. The big picture looks pretty good.